Friendship 1.0
11/15/2019 • 16:41 • 0 comments Assalammualaikum & hai semua. Alhamdulillah for another day we still here :). Current mood alhamdulillah okay. Seems like i have mood swings since 2 months before. Has a lot of rumors said about DEPRESSION. Since the Joker's movie coming out in the cinema and the latest one is about one of the actress/singer from korea. Dia bunuh diri sebab penyakit depression tu la. Then something coming out in my mind then i feel like people around me trying to avoid me. I look for the symptoms and it almost the same. But we cannot assume that we depress or anxiety or panic attack just thinking like that. But surely, can't express my feeling on that time. Can't express my emotion, my thought, and suddenly i don't know what i'm doing. Semoga dijauhkan benda-benda yg tidak bagus. Moga Allah sentiasa dekat & ingat Dia selalu. We can't rely or lean people 100%. But we can rely and lean to Allah 100%. If u trust the person, then maybe u can rely on them, share your problem, share what's troubling u all the time. It will relieved u. Then try to trust people even one person in your life. Surely, that person feel appreciated that she/he can be trusted :). "Memories (Maroon 5)"
11/14/2019 • 15:28 • 0 comments Hai & Assalammualaikum w.b.t. again. Looks like i haven't post anything yet since the last posted. I was busy after finish my study before the graduation. Looking for a job indeed for whole my life. This is the thing need to do. Until now still the same HAHAAHAHA. For many years, makin meningkat umur makin banyak benda kita belajar. If you go to new place then u meet new people, u will learn new things. A lot of things either good or bad. So we have to accept whatever happen. I have been hearing the song by Maroon 5 which the title is "Memories" where the meaning of the song is too meaningful that addressing to his close friend. Here is the lyrics of this song. You can sing without music pn boleh hehehe May your day will be beautiful as always :-) Degree Story - Two
5/05/2018 • 12:52 • 0 comments Alhamdulillah for another day. So, this is my second story about my degree life as a student. Of course la student kan sebab dah cakap degree life. Okay, this degree life it is not easy as your imagination like i said before. Because i have learned a lot of things such as friendship, how you treat your classmate in class and outside class, how you treat your junior either same courses or different courses, your financial of course, how you manage your makanan, what else? how about your assignment either individually or by group, are you hangout with friends or just by yourself? where? how long?, and macam-macam lagi la. Actually ada persamaan sikit dengan diploma life cuma yang bezanya dengan siapa? with who? Sebab sis is lambat dua semester sambung degree then automatik la classmate pun tak sama dah dengan classmate masa diploma. Sebab ada yang terus dapat sambung, ada yang tak sambung study lagi. And case sis ni lambat sambung study. Tu jee actually. I have learned most about friendship. Where u know who will appreciate you, who you can find if you in difficult situation and they exist when you needed them. May be sebab faktor umur juga kot tetiba terfikir benda macam tu. Macam baru matured kan? Lambatnyaaaa ![]() ![]() Dua tahun study means ada empat semester. Setahun tu sempat beraya dengan family angkat di Taman Malihah Kuching. Setahun lagi tu kena ngam-ngam cuti semester. Sempat la merasa beraya dengan family. Plus dengan tiga tahun diploma, langsung tak dapat balik beraya di kampung halaman. Jadi conclusionnya tujuh tahun, hanya sekali dapat beraya dengan family. Tiba-tiba pula cerita pasal balik kampung beraya kannn. Bukan apa, tinggal seminggu lebih masuk bulan ramadhan tahun 2018 ni. In syaa Allah tanggal 17hb mei 2018. And akan merasa berpuasa semasa kerja pula. Selama ni merasa berpuasa masa study. Boleh kira berapa tahun puasa penuh di rumah. Dua kali jeee tapi kira okay la kan. Tu pun sebab masa tu menganggur masa diploma and puasa tahun lalu Okay lah setakat degree story - two ni. Macam dah jauh melalut pula Sis rajin pula menaip sekarang ni. Ni nak belanja lagu yang tengah viral sekarang ni without music. Bolehla korang karaoke without music too Apakah kau cuba untuk menentukan Keikhlasan hatiku padamu Betapa ku mencuba Mendapatkan secebis kasihmu Apakah kau tak mampu tuk menentukan Di antara kaca dan permata Betapa telahanmu Memaksaku mengundurkan diri Dan tak seharusnya aku Bertemu dirimu, didunia ini Dan kau membuang diriku Sesuka hatimu, dan memilih dia Dan ku tersandar begini Meratapi hati, yang t'lah dilukai Aku sedar betapa hinanya Ku dimatamu Dan tak seharusnya aku Bertemu dirimu, didunia ini Dan kau membuang diriku Sesuka hatimu, dan memilih dia Dan ku tersandar begini Meratapi hati, yang t'lah dilukai Aku sedar betapa hinanya Ku dimatamu To be continue.... ![]() Degree Story - Mukaddimah
5/02/2018 • 17:56 • 0 comments Alhamdulillah masih lagi boleh bernafas. Even dah berapa tahun tak update blog ni. Agak lama juga tu since sis is busy a lot of things. For example, to complete my degree almost 2 years because degree life is not like your imagination in your diploma. Kalau nak tau sangat life degree, korang apply la study untuk dapatkan degree pula. Opppsss!!! Betulkan niat dulu adik-adik sekalian. Hahaha. Tapi kalau korang mampu (sekarang ni mampu jak. PTPTN kan ada) and berminat nak sambung study tu boleh la kot apply k? Apply kat universiti mana jak korang minat. Bumiputera? Antarabangsa? Boleh jak. Pilihan ditangan anda. Okay, stop pula nak promote pasal study ni. Actually tujuan sis muncul lagi ni sebab RINDU nak jadi hipster-hipster gitu. Budak hipster kan selalu update media sosial. So sis pun terjebak jugalah dunia hipster ni. Hahahaha. Tapiiiiiii sekarang blog dah jarang orang buka actually. Macam blogger yang sis minat tu, dorang dah jarang update story dorang. Because nowadays Instagram is the most app to share our story for everyone who followed us. Zaman dah semakin ke depan dan everything we do, suka benda yang cepat, pantas dan simple kaannn? Jadinya, blog ni agak lambat untuk kita share story-mory kita dengan orang. Sebab, first thing first, we need to log in first then u must compose your story, di situ korang boleh la membebel sesukahati korang nak share story apa then baru publish kan story tu. We need to follow the step. If not, takdalah story yang korang akan share. Ok, sis is macam kehilangan idea pula nak type ni ![]() To Be Continue.... Konvokesyen
12/07/2016 • 16:52 • 0 comments It is not late maybe? Hahaha... Konvo masa diploma 2014, and still waiting for my next convo in degree holder *excited* When I throwback it again when I'm diploma, I miss my friends that always give me support, advice, and sometimes angry. That's normal right? And can't wait my next konvokesyen with my dongseng and my sahabat-sahabat that trying to help me especially about study. I love u all :'). Thanks that trying to help me and try to understand me, I really appreciate it. This level teach me a lot about SABAR, where sabar itu sangat indah bila kita alirkannya dengan zikrullah :) Ok. Next will share something interesting again? In shaa Allah :) New Learning
8/26/2015 • 12:51 • 0 comments Assalammualaikum w.b.t It's been a long time I didn't visit here also not to do any things for this my lovely blog. Berbulan-bulan kot *tak la lama sangat sebenarnya* Hahaha. Actually it's not more important to me. Sometimes, not all stories we need to tell the others. Keep it secret. And yes that what I'm doing now after I realized where aib sendiri orang sudah tau. SubhanAllah! Allah knows what happened to us inside our heart. It's hurt! Really-really-really hurt! Mukaddimah pun dah macam touching sangat pula. Hahaha. Please ignorekan. Untuk peringatan diri sendiri jugak tu sebenarnya yang sentiasa lalai. Ok never mind, I just want to express my feeling that degree level ni memang I'm officially done my diploma and alhamdulillah it feels like Ya Allah alhamdulillah sangat-sangat. Dah lepas dah semua-semua mata bengkak, tidak cukup tidur, nangis, pendam hati, nervous, marah, and so on. BUT! tidak sebenarnya. Itu hanya permulaan wahai Gessi *nama pames kunun*.. And now you can feel when you go up again, again and again. Orang cakap, hidup tidak semudah yang disangka. Believe it. Semakin tinggi kita belajar, semakin banyak benda yang akan kita hadapi. The point here is about what I have learned before this, which is my diploma level. When i flashback it again, it has a lot of memories. Memang la bah kan? Tak kan xda kenangan langsung. Hahahaha. Keluar sudah bahasa sendiri. It's okay it's alright. Every of us has our own memories. Don't forget to pray. Hidup jugak bukan setakat buat itu, buat ini tanpa sebab. Everything has a reason why we doing that and that. It because Allah's creation. Masing-masing dengan destini masing-masing. Awak lain, dia lain, and saya juga lain. But remember, all of this we doing untuk cari redha Allah. That's the point. Sebab? Kita hanya hamba Allah yang sering lupa. Banyakkan beribadat. Study juga salah satu ibadat yang kita harus lakukan. Iaitu cari ilmu selain ilmu agama. And hopefully everything is gonna be alright and easy for us for those who are same to me. Let's our journey as a student gonna be in shaa Allah complete with colorful results. Amin. Semoga Allah perkenankan :) Thanks for your reading guys. See ya.. In shaa Allah :) *Habuk-habuk*
4/18/2015 • 23:30 • 0 comments Assalammualaikum w.b.t
"Ketika mula bertemu terasa bagai telah lama bersua. Kau sambut hulur tanganku, bertegur sapa penuh mesra." *habuk-habuk* banyak sangat habuk kat blog ni. Agaknya tuannya pun *berhabuk* kot. Hahahaha :D Itu lah. Lama sangat menyepi. Muncul pun kat tempat yang famous jeeeww *angkat tangan letak bahu, mata pandang atas* style gitu. Bahahahaha XB Tak sebenarnya. Lama sangat baerfikir cari ilham cara untuk mencantikkan lagi blog ni. Tapi fikir punya fikir makin berserabut lah kepala otak yang sememangnya dah berserabut dengan pelbagai benda yang perlu difikir secara langsung atau tak langsung. Hmmmmm. Nampak sangat alasannya disitu. Last but not least, later i jenguk lagi *kesayangan* ku ini k. Sabar k. ^^ Assalammualaikum :) |
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